well the day i have dreaded is almost upon me . Tommorow my job finishes i have spent the last year creating a new me who i actually like i am liked respected and value my work and now it;s gone possibly forever tommorow will be one of tears and good byes as a emotional eater i hate feeling these things so i have decided it's time to sink or swim
i have a appointment at gym to view and hopefully sign up i want tommorow to be a end and a beggining if i get my job back in september i will be 15 stone and looking great. i can't do this alone and slimming groups are not enough i really feel the gym could be the answer .
so today i have eaten drunk and been merry tommorow like a butterfly i will emerge and i am excited by possibilities .
